and no customary smoking my two mouth

Positive thinking, my mother came in with a basket, a look at the house this posture, immediately understand, looking at me and smiling beams of ask: "small six ah, you at stem what?" the beam on I looked at my mom said quietly: "mama, help." I am four elder sister followed to say: "mama, beam on a mouse to steal YouChaMian, small six up playing mouse." My mom and looking at me and smiling sis there said: "small four, how do you know the mouse on the beam is to steal YouChaMian?" I ZhengZhu sis there immediately.

My mom had I rescue down after, , she call me four elder sister put me five elder brother ZhaoYueJin from street called back, commanded us three said, take good care of the younger brother and sister, such as brother elder sister and your dad back to say again, then go to cook the dinner. I and sis there looked at each other, wish bad, family general mobilization, this descend thing can make big. My dad came home, consult the couple in the house for a long time, my brothers and sisters are unknown so, but obviously felt atmosphere wrong, then I fear has reached a climax, almost will crash, my sis there not very much, and then I heard famous words to the effect that the world's most terrible is not dead, but clearly to die. I deeply convinced by, my feelings like die almost. My parents chose out after we call to together, my dad suddenly not sissy, with heavy tone say: "children, had an accident."

Good, had an accident, 1966, China's unprecedented cultural revolution began

it gave us a fee was with some difficulty

Once my mom had YouChaMian hidden beams, , also had an accident. Specific after it is, commit the crime head one night, I four sister just noticed my mom some agonizing in limbo, usually appear this kind of situation is not my dad send salary is my grandpa sent YouChaMian come, since wages this thing with menstruation almost, less than the day is not coming, so I sis there can be judged to be YouChaMian come, then look around essentially the late at night, finally found my mom to carry the table move chairs to put a packet hid in a beam. The next day, my mother, and my foreleg out four elder sister heel began to move the table, because was too small, above the table and chair, chair and add add stools, I stood up to tremble wei, still can be bad so a little closer, I stand so high has scared two legs shaking sieve, quite that withdrawing troops meant, I sis there probably showed, slow longly below said: "small six, YouChaMian." I JiLing, a connection YouChaMian ah, born also sad, death also why? In order to YouChaMian, fall off into meat cake I also recognized.

Hence a HengXin jumps jump, an embrace the beams, only heard below sparse inside hua table chair fell into one, thanks to my sis there flash quickly, or start with ShenXun YouChaMian. I climbed the stirrup belt tread beams, little toward the direction of YouChaMian ceng, ceng the ten minutes finally ceng arrived, a package YouChaMian was I take an in hand inside, that feeling, use now of the words say that is, the world do in my hand. Happy fart big a bit of work, the next problems arise, how can I go? The chair stool emptied, with my sis there a person's strength, it's impossible to stack up. I lay on the beam, holding YouChaMian, looking down into the ZhaoZhengMing said: "four sisters, my zha down?"

I am four elder sister moved a small wooden bench sitting underneath thinking very long, raise head to have answers to say with me: "small six, I don't know."

This sentence astonished me nearly didn't from the beam directly on falling, and the finished, my mother took me back to return can not live? By this time I sis there below and talked: "small six, or you just put YouChaMian down?" My head and again a hair dizzy, wish you a good ZhaoZhengMing, in order to YouChaMian you connect your brother's life all don't. Also sister? Common class emotions are not. My efforts to peacefully ZhaoZhengMing said: "four elder sister, I YouChaMian came down, I doesn't go down YouChaMian also doesn't go down as you see fit."

you will simply take the I bore handsome little

It was said that give me the names of when my mother has certain misgivings, said a boy called ZhaoChaoMei, listening to the strange strange, but my dad quite decisively said, whether boys and girls, are in great leap forward movement in the premiership beauty, so this drive children must be called ZhaoChaoMei, can say nothing! Familiar with its history people to listen to my name, will not feel very oddness, but then many not very familiar with this history people to listen to my name, and see me, obviously have deceived feeling, say you so long to shovel, still like super beauty? You even general beauty also couldn't reach it on! Every here, I would plunge into a deep depression, and therefore blame my parents, you said you wanted to give me up this name, , you shall be born out a handsome boy, don't up this name, even call zhao small six than this advantage!

These brothers and sisters, I told my sis there ZhaoZhengMing is very good, although she call ZhaoZhengMing, like me, also not talkative, from morning till night silent, showed no inclination to collective meaning, so we both basic is the way. Of course, I and my sis there ZhaoZhengMing relationship is good, not only because we both love to talk, but because we have other common hobbies, that is -- stealing, mainly is to eat.

My grandfather would send some YouChaMian come from the countryside, it's good thing, that time although has already passed three years of natural disasters, but to their feeding, so it is still very nervous YouChaMian isn't whose home is some, my mom had YouChaMian when gold sand as hide, even my dad have never seen before YouChaMian washed into what is camellia.

when Chinese names are characteristics of The Times

Since my dad always went home twining gauze, so we home was not a bit short cloth, home from male to female, from old young, from inside to outside, whole is calico clothes. My home a few children every day to go to school, silver-coated teacher thought we got home everyday dead? We also not say cloth is my dad from factory bound back, we have to take turns to lie, today dead a chiam, uncle to die tomorrow a loose tongue. That time home dead not new, teachers are also much thought, just think our house custom is quite strange, how dead what person all is family ChongXiao?

Actually this kind of inside lining cloth is very not suitable for clothes, because fiber is very thick, make clothes like sandpaper like, grinding ache, female, male was also some can be miserably, a walking stick two eggs grinding a sole was painful, to summer perspires, the garment is as hard to bat like, spoiled our old dead people do several with the funeral pierced those same, all ZhiMa tribute stiff. Our college neighbors are acquiring, because there are many textile mill work, all send home after cloth, but the somebody else tangled clothes made of is all wear inside, only my dad blatant give we wear out, also don't know he pulls what breeze, sissy also so newbier.

Introduce my brother elder sister's little brothers and sisters, , basically know the names can guess the birth of the roughly, I elder sister call zhao liberation, I two elder sister call ZhaoYuanChao, my three brother asked ZhaoWeiGuo, I call, I ZhaoZhengMing sis there five brother asked ZhaoYueJin, I seven lower classwoman call ZhaoSiQing, I was eight, I ZhaoGongBing xiangdi call? Alas, speak are embarrassed, my name is ZhaoChaoMei. How? Basic guess was born in? In 1950 until 1966 16 years, my dad and mom response "more people, more powerful" respectively, to us birth away and disappear of eight children. Zhao aunt although sissy (here again metasomatism once, my dad large ZhaoChengGuo, nickname zhao aunt), but in respond to the call aspects, especially this unambiguous scheme, not Fermi surface, eat more without firing a pair of chopsticks just, he le? Many of the call, including later zhao aunt are ardently response.

seem to know if dishonest will be boiled soup is same

I was born in 1959, it is three years of natural disasters, I top have sa both the elder sisters elder brother, my mama said was hungry true not line, originally don't intend to have my, my dad says were schooled meat, be no good born boil eat, also calculate save adult life. Later gave birth, insufficient still months, only three more, estimation is also live, my dad is direct water prepared to make soup, the pot before I cried a voice, my father still surprised, saying, huh? His mother or alive? First stay, what time not cooked soup. Then my mom said I was quite sensible, don't cry nor make, .

Say first my dad, let him in a textile factory when workers, five three thick a big masters all day with a bunch of LaoNianMen spinning cloth, not wear gauze, is that give machines do lining gauze. My dad all day with that help LaoNianMen spinning cloth, spun a sissy like, he also steal back, just before coming off work gauze undressed, the dressing a loops to himself entangled, tie up like a spindle like, then put clothes to work, sometimes also entangled, leg tie up two legs are not DaWan, have jumped out, though with zombies that time control facility at ray mill also nobody tube, all stare both blond in search of food, who CARES? Are you going out or jumped out. Not only is my dad, they also bind LaoNianMen factory, sometimes also bind each other, my dad also with somebody else, you think bind each other, a classic and a LaoNianMen undressed each other, it can not bind gauze to bind accident? Of course this is way down the line.